
Tuesday, February 2, 2010 @ 11:56 PM
update
I figured I should update, because, well, I just haven't in a while.
I guess, I have a few things I want to get off my chest. These will remained unnamed. You should know who you are though, if you are one of these people and happen to be reading.
( One )
Let go. I know i'm insane and you don't want to listen to my advice, but I don't want you to look back a month later and go, "well, that was a total waste of my life." Dont. Do. It.
It'll hurt, yeah, whatever, but better now than never. He'll understand, he will. He's that type of person.
Because now, cold and sarcastic as I may be, realise that man, that was a TOTAL WASTE of my time and mental health and physical health- everything declined, including my grades. I'm stronger than I was before, thank lurline, but really, I would never do it again.
( two )
I have a grudge against you. I don't know why. I just guess i'm not willing to forgive you yet and this'll take a little time. I'm sorry, but I'm just going to be like this for a while.
( three )
I love you. Not in the romantic way, but really, I love you. Thankyou for being there for me, no matter how stupid or obsessive or flailing I am. You're probably very exasperated at me and you deserve more, i'm sorry. I hope you end up doing something you love and being very happy in later life. <3
( four )
You pretend you know me so well and that we're BFFL. Maybe that was so nine years ago, but now, you really don't know me at all.
Okay, i'm done. Besides this, other news: I'm considering going vegetarian when i'm older o: Oh, and i've started doing thirty prompts for a fanfiction. c:
Labels: dedications, fanfiction, update, vegetarian