
Thursday, May 6, 2010 @ 2:15 AM
Mkay i'm feeling a little better now.
Thankyou Sumii, Diana, Ruby, others who have listened and understand my pain. Oh my lurline that sounds so emo i'm sorry. Hahaha. It's not that bad. I think i'm overreacting.
Anyways. Yeah. I'm pretty good. I really should be doing English but im procrastinating ohoho~
I want to do my new layout for my blog but I really dont have much in mind at the moment ;A;
Mien gott, I hope things start looking up.
I mean, I try to be nice and all, but I can only hold so much. ._.
Maybe it's selfish, but I want an apology. Why?
For the past few days, my school hours have been a cycle.
First i'm tired. Then, i'm happy. Then, i'm disappointed and a little angry. Then, I have this black cloud hanging over my head. Then, i'm even more disappointed, to the point of screaming. Then, the black cloud is kind of subsiding as I go home and feel better because of my other friends.
I could point my fingers to the stormbearer, but I'd much rather they'd
ACTUALLY NOTICE WHAT AFFECT THEY HAD ON ME. And not only myself, but others too.
Like, I find myself forgiving the person every day, but it's a repeated cycle, and i'm quickly starting to get sick of it.
uggggggghhhhhh Im beginning to feel like crap againnnn.
Labels: black cloud hovering over head at present moment, blehhhhh, glee is on tonight and madonna ohmai, ugh